I’ve only been in the army less than a year at the time, when my company was set to deploy to Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. I was so excited to be going on my first deployment. It was July and we had been there a month, and I had decided to volunteer at a local thrift store. I met a Spc there who hit on me, but I just shook it off. He invited me to join him for lunch (not very many places to eat). So I said sure he then proceeded to say he forgot his wallet and had to go retrieve it. We walked back to his room and he invited me inside I was hesitant but he kept saying it was only for a second. I entered his room and the only place to sit was his bed so I stood. He kept telling me to relax and saying that I could sit on his bed if I wanted to and to not be so tense. When he came back from the bathroom he asked me if I want watch a movie, I said no and wanted to get lunch. He then proceeded to grab shoulder and push me On to his bed and then asked if I wanted to have sex with him. I said no and then be said “if u won’t then I’ll make you.” I tried to leave and he grabbed my arm and the. Put his hand around my throat and squeezed until I was almost unconscious. He pushed me on the bed and somehow managed to get my clothes off. I kept telling him no but he didn’t care he seemed to take pleasure in my resistance. He then grabbed my hair and yanked it told me to open my mouth I saw that he had his manhood there in front of my face. He then used one hand to push open my mouth and stick his junk in my mouth. “You bite me and this will be a whole lot worse” after he was somewhat satisfied with that he yanked me back words and held my hand over my head and held me down. His hand travelled down my body and he felt me and he said he knew I wanted this even though I said no my body was saying yes. I felt as though my body had failed me. I didn’t want this and yet my body was reacting to it and not in the way I wanted. He then was inside of me and I just started begging for him to stop and that it hurt and didn’t want this. He laughed and kept going until he came. He then bent down in my ear and said ” don’t lie was the best u ever had and kept saying I wanted it.” He went to the bathroom and that’s when I made my escape, I wanted to tell someone but my sharp didn’t seem to want to listen so I never told anyone. I saw him 5 month later he smirked at me and grabbed my hand and told me he missed me in his bed. I never saw him again after that but now I have nightmares.